It started with a choice From there the seed was sown Living with hope hung from a rope Watch as it floats into the unknown Unsure what it would cost But it would Disease planted like roots And it pushed back Let it push back Blending becoming a part of my blood Dug out the heart to plot and put it in some pottery Now I study botany to figure out what's wrong with me For as far as I can see there is no chance of separation Head is damaged like a stem The mask is added strength protected Unable to answer questions about the past And what it all meant All I've got is passion seeking water to keep wet Cuz fire is the wrong type of light I need to stabilize Flame of life I dream to stay alive! A fire inside burns me cold Setting flame to frames of mind Nourishing my soul But it's never enough just to grow No! Follow me now ‘til the middle night come We've all been down that road There's a fire inside Setting flame to frames of mind Nourishing my soul Frozen cold alive But it's never enough just to grow No! Follow me now til the middle night come We've all been down that road... It's hard when the only wrong is what is right And every day has slipped away into the night I walk through heaven with blood-stained hands Alone in this desert of demons My Garden of Eden has vanished (I'm magic) Hallucinations please don't fail me Happiness betrayed me I drift and drift and drifted Lost all my soul my spirit And I drift and drift and drifted Lost all my soul my spirit Everything was a lie Holding onto thoughts that would not die! All I wanted was for you to understand And here I am wandering endlessly In my sleep on the same path It's like lines form circles I'm alone with only your world, thoughts, and no Self Valtiel has disappeared I'm living in your mirror Can't get out I slowly fade in fear a ghost in your nightmare My flesh is cold I feel no pain Descending like a star to burn myself away I've got hell for hire I caught fire searching for so much light What's it mean to really die? I dream to stay alive! Inspired by the flames of the fire. GROW!